See? Proof that it is NOT my world.
I need to accept that and learn to live my life according to that principle. I'm miserable because things never go my way (even if my way is, to me, a simple and small thing to ask for sometimes*), and that breeds an even lesser likelihood of happiness in the future because I am both disappointed and hopeless.
* Sometimes, I long for the feelings of fondness and happiness I would occasionally experience in years past. Those wishes, I think, are reasonable, but my modes of wishing to procure them are not. Times have changed, and I must find solace and happiness in other means.