I'm chronically ill, now. Yet the nature of the disease is such that no one mourns it. This is a good thing. This is a character-building thing.
.. And, this is a HUGE instance of "be careful what you wish for." Many-a-time have I wished for something evil and, sure enough, received it. Maybe the two events- my asking and the manifestation of my request- are not correlated, but even if that is so, surely my guilt and the burden of the realization of the event is still mine to deal with. I need to wish and pray for good. Which means I need to think positively. Which means I need to look outside of myself.
In other news:
Novolog has been working! Happy days are here again! (But I still need to learn how to cover myself with insulin!)